| Been a while |
[Oct. 18th, 2008|03:34 am] |
Heh its been a while since a posted an update exspecially a serious update but hey why not.
Wendsday night i kind of finally reached my mental limit and broke down and have sense then trying to figure out what to do with myself and my life. Here are the things I know...
I will be dropping yings class
I will be dropping combinatorics and graph therory
i will be unemployed at the end of this month
I will eventually be marrying carrie
I will be taking the gre tommorow.
I hate higher math >[ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<:>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] Heh its been a while since a posted an update exspecially a serious update but hey why not.
Wendsday night i kind of finally reached my mental limit and broke down and have sense then trying to figure out what to do with myself and my life. Here are the things I know...
I will be dropping yings class
I will be dropping combinatorics and graph therory
i will be unemployed at the end of this month
I will eventually be marrying carrie
I will be taking the gre tommorow.
I hate higher math ><:
I hate microsoft for stealing enough of my games from my ps3 to make me think about buying a 360.
I need a change of senery
There are also other things I am working through still... but odds are I will also be dropping struthers class. The thing is I am going to rework some things. I've been doing some reasearch and finding out that most places that want a math major also want them to have some sort of programing language as well which means next semester i will be most likely taking like an intro to c++ class if i can. The other thing I have found is most companies would like a 3.25 or higher gpa... thus i need to take some time to pad my gpa. I am also just sick and tired of this math that i am being raped by and not understanding. I don't think i am going to give up on math though... my current plan is to take next semester off from math and focus on padding stuff.. then where ever carrie gets a job find a college with a mathematics department and trasfer my credits over... from there i will slowly work on finishing the degree off while maybe picking up a minor in cs and bussiness and perhaps even economics... maybe even prosue a second major to get my options more open... I will be trying to go to college for 2 more years... and attempt to obtain a co op for either this summer or the next where ever carrie gets a job, that way my resume doesn't look quite as pathetic.
Thus this means that there are the following things that I do not know
What i am truely going to do with my life
where i will be in a year
why i have persued math so long ><:
Either way though I am going to have alot more free time in november and december due to the fact I wont be working and I will only have ceramics and maybe struthers class (though prolly not) and while I have vowed my time to people as they need it I do have a list of things I would like to do and a list of things i will do and what not
Things I will do for sure;
watch anime
play video games
work on a dnd campagn
sleep
Things I am going to try and do;
Using rossetta stone work on my japanese
Work on writing some music and perhaps pick up a thermine
work on rewriting my story and perhaps get to the point where I can continue writing it
maybe work on a new story as well
make a little big planet level good enough to land a job at MM
Clean the house
get my voice out there and maybe work on becoming a voice actor :P
FIGURE OUT WHAT TO DO IN LIFE!
in closing any feed back would be nice but end result i really am just going to do what i want to do over the next few months ^^; now to just let my family know my graduation is on hold for a bit. |
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| hmm a post |
[Aug. 29th, 2008|01:02 am] |
an update in my life....
i work at walmart now...
my friend is in japan..
i have rock band... its cool...
my friend has a girlfriend... i guess someone had to be into beastuality at some point *shrugs* thats all |
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| OOOOOOOOOOH AN UPDATE |
[Jul. 29th, 2007|01:34 am] |
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uh... houghtan hot.. cant think... maybe update later >.>; |
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| moo |
[Feb. 19th, 2007|12:23 pm] |
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emo friends are fun so are naps... long live the dark pumpkins :P |
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| hmm... is once a year to much to update? |
[Jan. 13th, 2007|08:52 pm] |
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im reading up on some things, and hoping kamin will see my message and come over, but meh.. not much has changed in a year aside from the fact i am engaged... oh well i shall maybe update again before 2008 :P |
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| music and school |
[Apr. 17th, 2006|09:40 am] |
since school is about over up here, and I am doing well in most of my classes i plan to treat myself to a little gift while I am at home... aka a concert or two, the only problem is most of the bands i like don't seem to be comming to my town during the summer... I have the choice of fall out boy (though they are sold out for chicago) 10 years on the 26th of may (which wouldnt be bad) faktion on the 19th of may even though it would be a 2 hour drive... coheed and combria with avenged sevenfold on may 10th, possibly dope if they tour this year which would be awesome, thousand foot kruntch... on some days though i doubt i would go... I like their music but they are technically christian and well that just doesn't quite seem like the rockin concert i want... nothing against christans but well... when i go to a concert I want to more be dancing with the devil then skipping with god *he shrugs*
what else... taproot on may 17th wouldn't be bad they aren't to bad though i only truely like a few of their songs... looks like july 16th I COULD GO TO A FREAKIN SOAD CONCERT that would be sweet, though I have heard various opinions about their live proformence... either way though that would be rockin'. may 3rd i could go see yellow card, but well... i again only like a few of their songs.. july first i could go see NIN, may 2nd i could go see POD but i know for a fact that i would be called one of their little warriors of god and well... *he shakes his head* that just doesn't fit me... ooh the 16th of july during ozzfest disturbed is playing *checks to see what other bands are playing* ozzy, system, disturbed hmmm i should see if i could go... that would be fun to go too yes sir ree... *starts looking into that*
well i will randomly update again later *runs off* |
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| To anyone who reads this |
[Dec. 16th, 2005|02:33 am] |
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anyone who reads this please tell my dad to e-mail lil_dragon_girl1@hotmail.com to get info on how to get me since he was a lazy bastard with the whole getting in touch with me |
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| going home |
[Oct. 17th, 2005|11:06 pm] |
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my fucking team is in the fucking world series and it is fucking awesome... like a fucking fuck in the fucking fucking place where you fucking said fuck yeah while fucking your uh... no clue where steve go with fuck fuck.. so he just will say yay white sox.. and yay for going home to the world series |
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| YAY FOR ONE MONTHS ^_^ |
[Oct. 4th, 2005|01:29 am] |
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i have now been with my girlfriend carrie for one month now.. and she is way to good for me but yay for one months o.o; |
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| hmmm |
[Aug. 9th, 2005|02:53 am] |
So... i am just kinda sitting here going through the stuff i planned to do during the summer...
Learn how to count in japanese... Failed...
work on my amvs and get a few done... Failed...
finish typing up my next part of my story... Failed...
Find a girl to watch anime with up at tech... failed.. for the most part, but i did find alot of cool girls to talk to and become friends with ^^
deside if i am gonna cosplay sasuke or itachi... Failed...
create a costume for who i am gonna cosplay... FAILED ALOT XD
watch anime... Suceeded... but only barely
yeah thats all i can think of right now... but yeah.. i still have a few weeks before i go... if anyone wants to plan to do something just tell me okies *walks off* |
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| i had mine done so i am posting it :P |
[Aug. 2nd, 2005|09:30 am] |
1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written. |
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| XD |
[Jul. 26th, 2005|03:34 am] |
i just realized I say way to much god damn shit on my facebook that actually belongs here *shrugs* so for those that don't have my facebook thingy.. and give a shit about me i am gonna post my facebook stuff here XD (has like the most unique facebooke atleast but seems so emo right now)
About Me: i am an odd idividual who is very laid back and easy going and very hard to anger hehe, i love anime alot, but i also like being energetic... ive been told that the energizer bunny would lose to me in a race but im not sure what that means hehe ^^; id like to think that i am a nice person, and i also like to think that i am a good friend that people can trust not only with whats troubling but with being there when they need me. I have also been told that I am an excelent listener... though sometimes i wish i wasn't... I like to sing.. and i write my own songs.. as well as stories ^^; OH i am also a crappy speller hehe ^^: but anyways if you wanta know more about me just im me okies ^^
oh and i would like to note that my meeting stuff.. I just like meeting new people so i don't care whats the reason for meeting :P (hence in my book random play mostly means playing like video games o.O though if cuddling is under random play that wouldn't be bad.. *ish a cuddle whore*
I feel like rambling for a bit so blah... the pic is new as of the 4th of july... its not the best pic of me at all *laughs* my hair is a mess and i so have problems faking a smile *shrugs* thats me though i never really take a good pic *shrugs*
if i repeat myself i am sorry but heh i am bored... I would like to note i love anime.. i have lots of it.. some of my favorites are naruto, bleach, slayers, POT, and tsubasa chonicals... oh and yakitate japan.. and tsukuyomi moon phase.. and *trails off for a few minutes* oh and i guess i like one piece as well :P
In a girl what i look for is A. Is she fun to be with.. and B. does she like anime.... I can work with the B thing and try to corrupt... but end result is that if the person i ever try to be with doesn't like anime it prolly wont work out... Hell my ideal date would be cuddling with my loved one watching anime.. well one of my ideal dates i guess.. I suppose a nice walk under a moonlit night when there are shooting stars falling down across the sky would be nice too o.o;
For video games I like smash brothers and rpgs... i don't like spooky games.. just as i don't like spooky movies... oh and i am not a manly man at all xD im not afraid to jump or cling to someone when i am scared... im straight though so yeah.. weirdo i suppose :P *notes he tries to act manly sometimes >.>: but the end result is he just tries to be a nice person* oh and i am a modest person most of the time... like i say stuff like i am just ok in smash brothers.. and my friends will yell at me for that.. *shrugs* i suppose i am pretty good at smash..
*looks up* im to lazy to read what i wrote above.. *shrugs* did i mention i like to sing and write.. I like to sing greenday, linkin park, and anything else that is in my range.. i also like to sing up my own songs that i write *shrugs* they can be classified as poems really >.> but they are songs ^^; mm'kay? er... ill shut up now.. just message me on aim if you wanta know more.. or on yahoo at zulux21 or msn at kurama271@hotmail.com hope to talk to you soon
*new as of july 7th* As i stated above i like to sing and write songs, unfortently I am not the best at writing music for the songs.. *goes all fine in my head but i don't have the talent to make the songs come to life* so thus I am looking for some people who would be able to bring like an industiral morbid rock alive @_@ *isn't 100% sure what he wants xD... but if nothing else wouldn't mind getting together and making music with people ^^;*
*update july 15th* I was thinking... I have a slightly different personality online then i do in person, I am much more friendly and open online.. well not so much open as i say whats on my mind o.O; i am only like that in person once i get to really know someone ^^; so yeah.. o.O; keep that in mind when talking to me hehe exspecially when i am tired :P i tend to show my true online self then ^^; which tehcnically is the person i would really like to be.. but meh @_@ sleepy *goes to sleep*
*later on july 15th xD* I just relized as i am sitting watching the white sox play.. i never said that i was a white sox fan :P GO SOX
*july 22nd >.>* i am sitting here realizing that i never mentioned... I was weird... yeah.. though it should be a given since i am using an about me columb as a journal *shrugs* anyways i like to swim so i am gonna :P
*july 26th* I find it interesting to talk to my ex, as i am actually her friend desipte how horribly the relationship ended.. just more proof that i am easy to get along with i guess *laughs and smiles softly* I guess I just wanted to add something i learned from being with my ex... and this is something i truely hope never happens to anyone else... *laughs a bit* this will sound stupid, but I doubt many people know exactly how hard it is when a situation comes up that someone who you truely loved, and tried so hard to always make happy and feel appreciated, is in face being misserable because you two are together. To watch someone slowly slip away from you that you loved so much, and you have nothing that you can do about it at all. Where you feel as if you should fight for you love to try to cling onto it, but ultimently you realize that your loves happiness is what is most important so insted of making her deside between you and the other guy you just smile at her and say, "just be with the other guy, I know he can bring you the happiness I can not" and then walk away. *he laughs a bit* That was a while ago for me but still, while it doesn't pain my heart anymore from having lost her, the darkness and dispear and sorrow from back then when i watched her slowly slip away i can still feel when i think about it ^^; luckily that doesn't really cross my mind anymore unless i am talking to my ex :P *he smiles a bit* I have no clue what releavence this has about me :P maybe i just wanted to show that i am a bit of a romantist :P or just felt like saying something a bit more personal about myself at this momement.. and i will prolly delete this later *shrugs* for now though ^^ I truely hope that no one who ever reads what I just wrote will ever go through that ^^; *he laughs a bit* hmmm i think i will go back to watching anime now :P
*july 26 a little bit later laughing his ass off* man my profile on here is so screwed up... i say way to much about me.. and i sound SO EMO in that last post *shrugs and smiles* oh well :P uhm... don't just run away from me cause my profile is unique.. yet rather creepy ^^ get to know me first and i am sure you will find i am a nice person who is easy going and fun to be around *laughs more at his profile* I AM A FREAK |
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| more tests |
[Jul. 25th, 2005|01:49 am] |
You Are From the Sun |
Of all your friends, you're the shining star.
You're dramatic - loving attention and the spotlight.
You're a totally entertainer and the life of the party.
Watch out! The Sun can be stubborn, demanding, and flirty.
Overall, you're a great leader and great friend. The very best!
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Your Dominant Intelligence is Logical-Mathematical Intelligence |
You are great at finding patterns and relationships between things.
Always curious about how things work, you love to set up experiments.
You need for the world to make sense - and are good at making sense of it.
You have a head for numbers and math ... and you can solve almost any logic puzzle.
You would make a great scientist, engineer, computer programmer, researcher, accountant, or mathematician.
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You Were Nice This Year! |
You're an uber-perfect person who is on the top of Santa's list.
You probably didn't even *think* any naughty thoughts this year.
Unless you're a Mormon, you've probably been a little too good.
Is that extra candy cane worth being a sweetheart for 365 days straight?
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You Are a Dreaming Soul |
Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you awy from this world
So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time
You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...
But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult
You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.
Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.
Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.
Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.
Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul
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You are a "Neko" (cat) |
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3. You most likely suffer from...
Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers
Lachanophobia - Fear of vegetables
Helmintophobia - Fear of being infested with worms
Genuphobia - Fear of knees
Blennophobia - Fear of slime
Selenophobia - Fear of the moon
Arachibutyrophobia- Fear of peanut butter sticking to the roof of the mouth
Bogyphobia - Fear of the bogeyman
Chromatophobia - Fear of colors
Mnemophobia - Fear of memories
Sciophobia - Fear of shadows
Ablutophobia - Fear of washing or bathing
Mottephobia - Fear of moths
Triskadekaphobia - Fear of the number 13
You Should Be a Girl Scout for Halloween! |
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You Are a Little Scary |
You've got a nice edge to you. Use it. |
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[Jul. 25th, 2005|12:59 am] |
| You Should Learn Japanese | 
You're cutting edge, and you are ready to delve into wacky Japanese culture.
From Engrish to eating contests, you're born to be a crazy gaijin. Saiko! |
Your Japanese Name Is... |
Kiyoshi Watanabe
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You Are 14 Years Old |
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Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
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THIS ONE IS SO SO WRONG XD
| Slow and Steady |  Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy.
They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder.
It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment.
They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it. |
The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. |
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. |
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered. |
| You Are 56% American |  Most times you are proud to be an American.
Though sometimes the good ole US of A makes you cringe
Still, you know there's no place better suited to be your home.
You love your freedom and no one's going to take it away from you! |
| You Are Vanilla Ice Cream |  Your personality is anything but "vanilla" You're a risk taker, who's up for anything new.
You go well with anyone and fit into any situation.
You are most compatible with rocky road ice cream. |
| Your IQ Is 120 | 
Your Logical Intelligence is Exceptional
Your Verbal Intelligence is Average
Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius
Your General Knowledge is Genius |
This one is wrong as well XD
You are sexy, powerful, and bold.
You're full of passion and energy...
Sometimes this passion has a dark side.
You feel most alive when you're seducing someone.
You never fail to get someone's attention.
Quick minded, you're also quick to lose your temper! |
The True You | | You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to do more for you. | | With respect to money, you spend as little as possible. | | You think good luck depends on maintaining good relationships with others. | | The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort. | | You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. | | When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends. |
this one is just depressing
| Your Summer Love Style is Serious |  While others may be into a summer fling, you're about the real thing.
And there's a good chance you're already serious with someone already.
For you, the summer is about getting closer and more committed.
Just don't get tempted by any of that hot weather eye candy! |
Your Extroversion Profile: | | Cheerfulness: High | | Excitement Seeking: High |
| Friendliness: High | | Assertiveness: Medium | | Sociability: Medium | | Activity Level: Low |
Your Dominant Thinking Style: | Exploring
You thrive on the unknown and unpredictable. Novelty is your middle name.
You are a challenger. You tend to challenge common assumptions and beliefs.
An expert inventor and problem solver, you approach everything from new angles.
You show people how to question their models of the world. | Your Secondary Thinking Style: | Visioning
You are very insightful and tend to make decisions based on your insights.
You focus on how things should be - even if you haven't worked out the details.
An idealist, thinking of the future helps you guide your path.
You tend to give others long-term direction and momentum. |
Your #1 Love Type: INFP | The Idealist
In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship.
For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up.
Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive.
However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space.
Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ |
Your #2 Love Type: ENFP | The Inspirer
In love, you are passionate and eager to develop a strong bond.
For you, sex should be playful, creative, and affectionate.
Overall, you are perceptive and bring out the best in your partner.
However, you tend to hold on to bad relationships after they've turned bad.
Best matches: INTJ and INFJ |
Your #3 Love Type: INFJ | The Protector
In love, you strive to have the perfect relationship.
For you, sex is nearly a spiritual experience, a bonding of souls.
Overall, you have high expectations for any relationship you're in.
However, you tend to hold back a part of yourself.
Best matches: ENTP and ENFP |
Your #4 Love Type: INTP | The Thinker
In love, you are honest and serious about commitment.
For you, sex is something you think about and desire a lot of the time.
Overall, you are pure in your affection and feelings.
However, you tend to be suspicious and distrusting at times.
Best matches: ENTJ and ESTJ |
Your #5 Love Type: ISFP | The Artist
In love, you feel deeply and experience intense emotions.
For you, sex is serious. It's how you best express your feelings.
Overall, you are laid back, warm, and a good listener.
However, you tend to seem lazy and disinterested sometimes.
Best matches: ESFJ and ENFJ |
Star Wars Horoscope for Leo |
You add a whole new meaning to self-assurance.
You are a nurturing person with great physical strength.
Like many Leos, you will see that your mission for good is completed.
You are very optimistic about the future.
Star wars character you are most like: Princess Leia |
*puts this one up just cause of the last line XD*
Your Deadly Sins
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Sloth: 40%
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Lust: 20%
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Pride: 20%
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Envy: 0%
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Gluttony: 0%
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Greed: 0%
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Wrath: 0%
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Chance You'll Go to Hell: 11%
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You will die with your hand down your underwear, watching Star Trek. |
You May Be a Bit Schizotypal ... |
A bit odd and socially isolated.
You couldn't care less of what others think.
And some of your beliefs are a little weird.
Like that time you thought you were Jesus. |
AH THE REASON WHY I HATE COUNTRY MUSIC
You Are 0% Redneck
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I'll slap you so hard, your clothes will be outta style.
You ain't no redneck - you're all Yankee! |
| Your EQ is | 153
50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar. |
You Are Green Tea Pocky |
Your attitude: natural and zen
Peaceful yet full of life. Deep and thoughtful.
You're halfway to tantric bliss!
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| Part of part 42 XD |
[Jul. 7th, 2005|07:15 am] |
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hmmm so i am sitting here typing while i have lots of energy and wanta do other stuff.. so i am gonna just post the first 5th of part 42 now.. its got a nice little ending part ^^; i will post up to the half way mark later... and then sometime post the end of it which will cause alot of people to hate me *shrugs* anyways here is the first bit of 42 (Kriten there are changes so you may or may not wanta read it again *shrugs*)
“Hey you stop!” Jack slowly turns his head towards a high pitched voice which apparently came from behind a nearby tree.
“If you are planning to rob us, all we have is a few days worth of food.” A high pitched chuckle occurs from behind the tree and slowly someone comes out from behind it. Jack’s eyes widen a bit as he finally sees the source of the voice. “White face… red nose… green hair.” He looks towards the figures feet. “Big red shoes…” He shakes his head and looks back up at the figures face “Why in the world are you dressed up as a clown?”
The clown smiles softly “Why am I dressed up as a clown you ask? That is because, my dear traveler, I am a clown. A clown that merely wishes to bring some joy to all the lovely travelers who walk down this lonely path.”
Jack raises a brow “You got a name Mr. Clown?” Jack smiles to himself as he thinks (If his name is something like chuckles I am going to kick his ass)
The clown smiles, nods, and then bows to Jack “The name is as you said it, well almost” The clown chuckles a bit “The name is Clown, so please don’t frown, I’m here to keep you from being down.”
Jack sighs softly “You are a freak, you know that right?”
Clown’s lips curl up a bit and he looks at Jack with pouty lips and eyes “You know I take offense to that. Freaks are people who people laugh at for being strange, while clowns have class and get people to laugh with honorable jokes” Clown sighs softly “You calling me a freak is like if I was to call you an old man, something you are clearly not.”
Jack shakes his head “Your nose is red… there isn’t anything honorable about that.”
“oh you don’t like my nose… well I don’t like your brown hair.”
Jack shrugs “At least my hair is naturally brown.”
“And my nose is naturally red so leave it alone jerk.”
Bri turns to Jack “Should we just ignore him and continue on?”
Jack shakes his head and leans over to whisper to Bri “Nah, by the way he talked he seems like a person who would either try to mug us or try to rape you girls… either way, I kind of want to vent a bit so I want to play with him a little bit.”
Bri nods and starts to speak again but is drowned out by Clown “Hey! No fair, no fair, that is not nice, whispering about this is so mean, if you have something to say you should say it out loud, it hurts a person less to hear it out loud then it does from a whisper”
Jack sighs “God you are such a freak.”
Clown starts to pout again “I already told you that I am a clown.”
“Then do something clowny.”
Clown smiles and walks over to Jack “You want me to do something clown like?” Clown looks over at Bri and winks at her “Alright how about this for clown like?” Clown then chuckles and quickly moves his hands and squeezes twice “Honk honk” He then smiles as he takes a step back and looks at Jack who is now looking back at Clown with a death glare. “Not to bad, nice and firm, and also nice to palm.”
At this point Liz had broken out in chuckles and Bri just looked at Jack with a shocked look upon her face. Jack’s face turns red “If you ever squeeze or touch, and I mean ever… if you ever squeeze or touch my ass again I will kill you.”
Clown chuckles softly “Awe, but you have such a lovely body, nice strong arms that would feel so nice to be wrapped in, and a nice little caboose that would be fun to ride all night long” Clown giggles softly “And I bet your package is something I couldn’t wait till Christmas to open.”
Jack clenches his fist tightly “That’s it, you’re a dead man Clown.” Jack starts walking towards Clown and the clown smiles and starts backing up.
“Can’t you take a compliment?”
“Not from a male clown who just felt me up and is hitting on me.”
Clown smiles “Well if that is the case away I go.” Clown waves and quickly turns and runs.
Jack just stands there not knowing what to do for a bit before yelling out “Hey! Come back here you green haired red nosed freak.”
“Just let it go Jack” Jack turns and looks at Liz with a slightly irritated look.
“Why should I, he fondled my ass.”
Liz giggles slightly “Because we are getting pretty close to Hallow so let’s continue on.”
“You seem less worried about going there.”
“uh huh cause I know my big strong armed man with the nice ass will protect me”
Jack glares at Liz “I see… fine let’s go” |
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[Jul. 7th, 2005|06:38 am] |
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*looks at the notebook in his lap* i suppose it is about time i get to writing up part 42 ^^; *laughs a bit* it has been a while... but yeah.. look foreward to it soon.. just don't look forward to part 43 for a bit.. cause i can't finish it till i finish the song in it.. so you can look forward to a song in part 43 but not look forward for 43 okies ^^ |
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[Apr. 23rd, 2005|05:41 pm] |
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hmm... I am just thinking now that I will be coming home soon... it is rather depressing.. that i may never see some of the people that i have come to call friends again... but i will see most of them again... but i do look forward to being able to be with my cats and friend at home... emphisis on the word friend cause that is really all the more people I have stayed in touch with at home *sighs a bit* i also don't know how my grades are going to look... the first 4 weeks were harsh and i fell behind in everything... I am cought up now... but the end result of my catching up may not be to pretty... oh and kristan.. tell my parents to remessage me the email site thingy so I can tell them that I want them to come up the 29th... to take care of billing for next semester and then be ready to stay a night since I can't go home till saturday |
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[Apr. 8th, 2005|06:48 am] |
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| | still SOAD B.Y.O.B. | ] |
I'm glad you like it >< what i am actually looking for is the reactions on how i brought in all the new info and what you think of all the new info @_@ i didn't orginally plan to go this way the orginal plan was for jack to meet the overlord and not realize until after he was on his way to hallow... but then it hit me it would be more fun to just let him realize while he was there >.> part 41 was not planned at all... the orginal part 41 was going to be them getting to hallow... a funny note is it took me about 2 weeks to deside that claire was not going to cheat on carite while he was away. but yeah part 42 will be fun... i am still trying to figure out how i am going to go about writing it though... all i know is how it is going to end... and it is going to be very fun for me atleast ^^: i also need to go back and reread how the temple is supposed to go and what not... actually i need to remember what temple they are even heading to and what trial they are supposed to do xD.
but yeah i would kinda like feedback on Sati's past with the overlord (an addition i made during the type up of 40) plus the info about the pervious anerhari, and how jack acted during all of that... plus the info about the person spying on Jack...
oh to also note... when typing up part 41 i had to change something >.> i noticed that Jack and liz never found bri before Atrina and Sati show up... it didn't effect the talking at all because Bri stayed completly silent throughout the whole thing... but the end of it mentioned them watching all 3 leave and what not from time to time.
I would also like to note that typically when i am righting this story i am also trying to send a message across... i forget what they all are (had them written down but lost it) but i believe they have gone something like this
At the start - Love concurs all
a bit later - Love is not always true
a bit later - even if you lost the love of your life you can continue living
a bit later - with time your wounds can heal and you can learn to love again
around Sati's death now - things can change with no warning, you must be prepared for the unexpected and be able to still stand tall when faced with sarrow
a bit later - Everyone has a demon within them
Currently/ the future - people will be faced with darkness at some point in their life, if they are not able to stand up to the darkness and walk towards the light then they will fall deeper into the pits of darkness. If that happens they will either stay their or might aventually find light once again, but while you are within the pits of darkness it is nearly impossible to spot light.
to note I have an exam today in WC (which is when i normally write up AE) so i might not get that much done of it... I am free on saturday but usually i only right to procrastinate paying attention in class. If i don't get a new part out this weekend it might be a while because i am gonna be busy with papers and choir. I would also note that i really like getting lots of feedback... typically the more feedback i get the more inspired I am to write more. The one liners are nice cause i know that you are still reading and enjoying the story.. but i am rather critical of my skills, and tend to believe people just are being nice to me... so without something being critisized i feel as if i am being lied to @_@;
I would also like to note that April 2004 was an interesting month... apirl 4th of that year i left my ex Clair, and April 5th of that year I started writing Anerhar Exoplium *smiles softly* i can't believe i have been writing that story for over a year now... and that i am still not tired of it... i must admit that i really like my characters... all of them.. usually when i write i tend to only like 1 or 2 of my characters, but for this one I can just see people being able to relate to atleast one of my characters. but anyways this was going to be a reply to "ts rocks because you write well! =D thats why! *happily waits for more!*" but uhm i wrote so much so i am making this a post
oh to sum everything up.. this is my third all nighter this week (i am catching up to where i was since i took a week off of allnighters being sick last week ><:) and uhm I would really like it if everyone who reads my story would just take a little bit of time to reflect on what they read.. maybe say their favorite part of the part, and least favorite part of the part.. maybe also say what was good about it, and what i should try to impove on to make the story more enjoyable ^^: who knows.. well anyways i will be hoping and waiting for replys to this ^^: |
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| part 41 |
[Apr. 6th, 2005|05:32 am] |
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| | B.Y.O.B. - System of a Down | ] |
ok this will most likely be the last post for a bit... i have a few papers to write and an exam to study for so yeah >.> *has a world cultures paper due in like 5 hours* anyways enjoy ^^: i am not 100% sure where i am going with all of this but i know what i am gonna be doing in the next part so yeah
“Many days, and many nights have passes since my beloved Carite left me. I do wonder when he will be back.” Claire sighs and throws herself against her bed then gazes up at the ceiling. “Why does everything I gaze upon remind me of my love?”
“Claire, I am back.”
Claire sighs again “even now I am imagining his voice as I rest upon my bed.” She reaches behind her head and grabs a pillow and then gently hugs it. “Oh how I wish this was my love.”
Carite walks into his bedroom and glances at his wife hugging a pillow close. “Are you having fun dear?” Claire’s head shoots up and turns towards Carite.
“Are you real?” Carite smiles at his wife
“The answer to am I real, is exactly the same answer as if I missed you.” Claire giggles softly
“So you are not real, now if you said it was the same as if I missed you, you would be real.” Carite smiles
“That is what I said dear.” Claire giggles
“I know, and I know you missed me as much as I missed you.” Carite smiles again
“So you missed me so much that at this current moment the heavens must of creaked open and fallen upon us?”
Claire shakes her head “No I missed you so much that since you left, hell must have been able to reach me and consume me until today when you have dispelled the hell and set my heart free.”
Carite smirks “You are getting better at your phrasings.” Claire gets up and runs over to Carite and kissed him gently as she hugs him tightly.
“I’ve been practicing.” As she hugs him tightly Carite winces in pain slightly.
“I am glad to be back here and able to eel your angelic touch, and hear your voice that must rival a choir of angels… I love you so much.”
Claire smiles softly “I love you too.” Claire then hugs Carite tightly again and once again sees him wince in pain “So, I take it Jack managed to hurt you before you killed him.”
Carite nods “I am afraid that you are correct that he managed to injure me before I was able to kill him but, unfortunately I was never able to kill him.”
Claire nuzzles up against Carite “So you just came home to heal before you go hunt him down again?”
Carite hugs Claire close and smiles while crying slightly “No my love. I am at least home until our child is born. What Jack said to me after he spared my life was correct.”
Claire looks at Carite weirdly “He spared your life?” Carite nods “And what did he say?”
Carite holds Claire close “He told me to cherish you and make you feel loved until our child is born, and once our child is born I should cherish you both and be a good father, and I agree with him.”
Claire looks at Carite funny “Are you sure that Jack said that?”
Carite smiles “Well it was a little more like go home and be a good father and just forget about me. If you ever come after me again I will kill you., and then I will hunt down your wife and child and kill them as well.” Carite smiles softly “But there is no need to worry dear. Jack has opened my eyes.” He hugs Claire close “I promise I will be here for you from here on out.”
Claire smiles and kisses Carite gently “And I promise to be glad to have you here for me from here on out.”
**** OMNET ****
Jack angrily clutches the silver emblem in his hand “He brushed me off like I was nothing… but even more so I want to speak to Sati, he lied to me.” Jack sighs and then sticks the emblem in a pocket next to the Anerhara Exoplium. He then makes his way into town following the path that the parade took, and looking for Liz and Bri at the same time. After a bit of wondering around he spots Liz and walks up to her “Where is Bri, we are leaving.”
Liz looks at Jack funny “Whoa! What’s your hurry? I suppose you probably found out that this celebration is for the overlord, but he doesn’t know what you look like.”
Jack laughs softly “funny story, I’ve been chatting with Halact since I got called up to Kiwian’s place. He knows what I look like, where I am headed, and what happened between me and Claire.”
Liz laughs a bit “Good one Jack, you almost had me believing you, except for the fact that the Overlord would kill you on sight.”
“Oh really…?” Jack shakes his head as he pulls out the silver emblem and tosses it to Liz “Apparently I made a good impression. Now where is Bri, we are going.”
Liz catches the emblem and looks at it, and as she does her eyes go wide in shock. “You have to be kidding me. This is the Overlord’s seal… only like the lords amongst lords ever get one of these.”
“Good to know, now where is Bri, we are going.”
Liz sighs “But I don’t want to go to Hallow.”
“That is ok because we are not going to Hallow quite yet.”
“Where are we going then?”
“We are going to find Sati even if that involved going back to Atrina and asking her to tell me where he is.”
“That won’t be needed Jack.”
Jack starts to laugh as he hears a familiar female voice “Ah, just the person I wanted to talk to… where is Sati?”
“I’m right here Jack.”
Jack chuckles softly “Perfect… and I am sure that you know why I am a tad edgy and why I want to talk to you since you spied on me and all.”
“We did nothing of the sort.”
Jack sighs shaking his head at Sati “Come on the freaken door opened and closed while no one was there and now both of you are magically here.”
Atrina pokes Sati “I think we are busted.”
Jack laughs softly “You think? Now Sati when we first met you told me that none of the Anerhara before me completed the first temple. You also said that there was only like 3 or 4 Anerhara before me. I know that I am the 9th and I know that some of the Anerhara got past the first temple. Also why doesn’t anyone seem to remember any of the previous Anerhara?”
Sati sighs “You weren’t supposed to know any of this but… well first it is Anerhari when referring to more that on Anerhara. Also the failed Anerhari are not remembered by anyone who exists in time.”
Atrina sighs “Sati you have it backwards. Both Halact and I exist in time, but to both of us time does not exist.”
Jack growls angrily “That is not important… just what happened to the rest of the Anerhari. I know that the 7th killed himself and 5 of them were killed by Halact but that still leaves 2 others.”
“Like I would remember.” Jack glares at Sati.
“The 3rd and the 5th.” Jack turns his attention towards Atrina.
“you can tell me what happened then?”
“Sure”
“Hold on just one minuet.” Jack gives Liz an impatient look.
“What Liz?”
“Uhm, who is she?” Jack smacks his forehead in disbelief as he hears this .
“She is the crazy bitch who told me to go to Hallow. Now can she tell me what happened to the Anerhari before me or do you have another question… cause if you can’t tell I am just a little freaked out,”
“Why is that Jack?”
“Oh I don’t know, something to do with the overlord knowing what I look like.”
Atrina sighs “Don’t lie Jack. You are freaked out because before you met the overlord this whole thing to be just like a game. You have realized what is going on is real since then so you are getting freaked out. As for the 3rd and the 5th…. Well the 3rd is the Anerhara I am most proud of, and the 5th Is the one I am least proud of.”
“Why is that?” Liz looks back and forth between the two and just remains silent.
“The third died performing a forbidden move which will kill your opponent but it will also kill you. He met the overlord before he was truly ready but he gave it his all to try to defeat the overlord, unfortunately the overlord was just to strong for the 3rd. The 5th though never accepted his fate and ran away. I ended up having to hire someone to kill him.”
“You did what!?”
“I hired someone to kill him.”
Jack glares at Atrina “You psychotic bitch.”
“No jack, hear me out. There can only be one Anerhara at a time. Once one falls another takes its place. Thus if one Anerhara lives for a really long time Halact just gains more power.”
“God this is all so screwed up…”
“What do you mean Jack? The purpose for Sati is to guide the Anerhara and my purpose is to make sure that the Anerhara stays true to his path. As you know I can see the future and I try to make the best future that I see come true. In the case of the 5th if I had not killed him Halact by now would have a nearly unstoppable power. As it is though there is still a chance for you to kill him.”
Jack stays silent for a bit “And if I refused to continue on… you will just hire someone to kill me… wouldn’t you?”
Atrina smiles comfortly at Jack “I would never hire someone to kill you.”
Jack’s eyes flash with anger “Enough with the lies. How am I suppose to believe in what I am doing if I can’t even trust the people who are guiding me?”
“I am not lying to you. I can already see that you are going to continue on, there is no need to hire someone to kill you.”
Jack looks down towards the ground. “I once said that I do what I do because I want to, not because it was fate or because I was forced to.” Jack looks up at Atrina with slightly teary eye. “Now I am being told that in the future I will stay true to my path, and that if I stop I will be killed. Basically you say that it is my fate to do this or else you will murder me.”
“Jack you have to understand that we have an obligation to keep the Anerhara on his path and to replace him if he no longer has a chance of righting the wrong in this world. Do you really think that I enjoyed having to hire someone to kill the 5th? Well I didn’t… I put it off for two years hoping that he would get back upon the right path. By that time he had found someone and had a child with her. Not a day goes by that I don’t wish that I could of done things differently, but I did what I had to do just like you will do what you have to do.”
Jack stays silent for a bit “I have to do… what I must do.” He looks towards the ground again “You are right, I will continue onto Hallow, but I am not going there because I have to. I have nothing in this world which I can call my own… no purpose to live besides to play the hero, but before I do that I want you to come clean.”
“What do you mean?”
“You can see the future can’t you?”
“Well yes, you know that.”
“Well am I just another stepping stone in your twisted game, or will I actually succeed at this.”
“I can’t tell you that Jack… let’s say that you will be the one to succeed, but if I tell you that you might get cocky and not try as hard.
Jack growls angrily “Quit the bullshit Atrina, will I succeed or will I die? Answer me!”
Atrina frowns slightly “To be honest, the future is always changing. In most of these future you fail and die. I hate being able to see the Anerhari die, but I always do. There is something different with you though Jack. With you I get glimpses of the overlord being defeated from time to time, and that is something that I have never seen before.”
“So… you are saying there is hope for me but it is grim, and even you don’t know what the future holds.”
Atrina nods “But to let you all know, I have only seen Jack win when all of you go to Hallow together.” Atrina looks at Liz “if you don’t go to Hallow Jack will surly fail, but in the end it is your choice, I can’t force you to go.”
Liz frowns “Just great… you are going to guilt me into going.”
“Not at all, I am just saying you play a key role in Jack’s success.”
Jack thinks for a bit then looks at Atrina “After we complete the second temple you will be waiting for us in Malack right?”
“Yes of course. You still need to be told where the 3rd temple is.”
“When that time comes I want you to spill everything, tell me what happened to each Anerhara, what they were like and what not.”
“I could just tell you right now… it would let you trust me more wouldn’t it?”
“It will but well I have enough on my mind as it is, plus I want you to take the time to think of everything you can about the other Anerhari.”
“So you are going to be heading Hallow then?” Jack nods “I see, well Jack just be careful not to fall to deeply into darkness. While the demon in you is terrifying a human completely consumed by darkness is just horrifying.”
Jack smiles weakly “I will keep that in mind.” He then turns and looks at Liz “Let’s go find Bri and then go.” Liz nods and they leave to go find Bri so they can continue onto Hallow.
After the two are gone Atrina glances at Sati “This may be bad.”
“I know.”
“No… I don’t think you understand. This isn’t bad because Jack may quit trying or because he may not trust us anymore.”
“Then why is it bad?”
“Jack’s heart is now teetering on darkness. It is hurting from our lies, and slowly dying from his fear of death. Not only that but he is going to stand face to face with true darkness soon. I fear he will not be able to stand up to darkness and he will be a lost cause.”
“I see.”
**** Forest Path****
Liz looks at Jack “So uhm…. Is that Atrina girl good at predicting the future?”
Jack sighs “First off she is a demon not a girl, second off she doesn’t predict the future she sees it. I believe it because she spoke of my time as if she had actually been there.”
“I see, so do you believe that she is telling us the truth? That we need to go to Hallow, or could she maybe be sending us there to die because you found out the truth?”
“I believe we actually need to go there and even if she is sending us there to die, we will just have to defeat the people who are to kill us and survive.”
Bri smiles softly “That is good to hear Jack.”
“I agree.” Liz smiles at Bri “I am sure together we can survive.”
Jack nods “So how far is Hallow?”
“We should be there before dusk.”
“That is good.”
“So do you feel like singing Jack?”
Jack looks at Liz and smirks “Sure… I was lied to… by those I knew… what should I do…” He trails off and Liz and Bri frown.”
**** Kiwian’s Place ****
“So the Anerhara is heading to Hallow?”
Halact nodes to Kiwian “Yes and that psycho Kaltz is waiting for him in Hallow.”
“Do you think he can win?”
“I know he can, because he will be my first someday, but still I wish I could know what happens to him.”
“Well I could send a recorder to Hallow to write down what happens to Jack.”
“Really? That would be wonderful.”
“Is that so? Well then I will send someone right away.”
**** Kaltz ****
“I wish something would happen… I am so bored.” Kaltz wonders around his palace for a bit then wonders away from it to search the streets of Hallow for something to do. |
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[Apr. 4th, 2005|07:56 am] |
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ok so i am about oh 33 or so tommorows late but its better late then never.. but it is rather sad since it only took me like 5 min to finish readying this part for presentation... but uhm anyways most of part 41 ish done i am just still having to deal with taking a completly different path then i orginally planned again hehe ^^: i love surprising myself and just taking different paths then i orgonally thought cause it will make the reader less able to predict what is gonna happen.. well anyways here is the end of part 40 if you need to reread the parts of 40 they are all below so have fun
**** Cloakedness ****
Sati smiles at Atrina “I see why this will be amusing, Jack with the overlord and all. Are you sure this is ok though? If Halact finds out that Jack is the Anerhara he will kill him.”
Atrina smirks “Just wait and see, this illusionary technique will prove to be amusing.” Sati nods and watches Jack as he starts to form random hand seals. After about a minuet the room begins to fade away, and in its place about 30 small pink balls appear. Suddenly the balls all sprout arms and legs and each of them pull out a hammer and start hitting each other over the head with the hammers.
“What in the hell.”
Atrina laughs “I told you it would be amusing.”
“This isn’t amusing it is just freaky.” After about a minute Halact yells out for Jack to stop and the balls fade away.
“So how was that?” Halact smiles weakly at Jack.
“Kind of creepy actually, and not really amusing at all.”
“Sorry”
“It’s ok, you said you can also write poetry and sing right?” Jack nods “Well then write a poem about Kiwian here and sing it.”
Jack smirks “Just give me a minuet.” Jack then sits down and starts muttering to himself. After about 3 minuets he stands back up and smiles “Ok ready, but you have to promise Kiwian won’t kill me.”
Halact smirks “I promise.”
“Ok then, here goes nothing.”
I was riding on a float, minding my own business
When Kiwian, who likes to gloat, called me up to clean his mess
When I got up here, I looked at him and said what the hell
And he said why do you care, just think of some jokes to tell
And in response I said
Hell no, jokes I wont tell
For I fear things won’t go so well
And I, wonder why
I give a damn and even try”
Jack stops and notices Kiwian giving him a death glare and Halact chuckling about it. “I’m sorry for it not being longer, I figured Kiwian would be at my throat by now.”
Halact smiles “It’s alright I am bored of the games anyways.”
“What do you mean games?” Halact smirks
“Come on Jack, no entertainer would get physically hurt to the point of scaring. What’s the true story?”
“The truth is I am just a very dedicated entertainer for the right amount of money”
“You are lying.”
“You can tell?”
“Yes, so can you please tell me the real reasons why you were there?”
Sati turns to Atrina “I can see why this is entertaining but I think Jack is in trouble.”
Atrina smiles “Just wait.” Jack takes a deep breath and looks at Halact.
“The truth of the matter is Claire really was my girlfriend, and I was actually just there to stop the wedding.”
“I figured out that much, but what happened exactly? Did Claire get bought or something?” Jack looks down towards the ground.
“Yeah, she got bought.”
“And how did that happen?” Jack laughs softly
“Well I am probably going to sound crazy, but the truth of the matter is that I am not from this time. I dated Claire for a long time before I got my hands on a puzzle and solved it. When I solved it though I was brought back in time along with Claire. I had passed out from that, and by the time I awoke Claire had already been taken.”
“Jack you idiot, that guy there is the overlord and if you keep telling him how you went back in time he will figure out you are the Anerhara and kill you.”
“Hush Sati, he can’t hear you. My cloak stops all of our sounds as well.”
“But Atrina, Jack is seriously in trouble now.” Atrina laughs
“Just keep watching.”
Kiwian looks at Jack weirdly and Halact smiles “I see, so do you have a way to get back home?”
Jack nods “To get back home I need to pass some trials and get some shirkin of God so I can kill some evil jackass who goes by the name of the overlord.”
Sati hits his head “Jack you twit.” Kiwian glares angrily at Jack
“Do you have any idea…” Halact laughs softly.
“It’s alright Kiwian., some people do think of me as a Jackass.” Jack’s eyes focus on Halact.
“You mean…” Halact laughs.
“Ah we have a quick one here. Yes Jack, or should I say Anerhara, I am the one known as the overlord.” Jack shakes his head
“There is no way you are the overlord. You are way to nice to be him.”
“How did you determine I am not nice without meeting me before?”
“From the stories I hear, and what you did to Sati.”
Halact smiles “The funny thing about stories is that they tend to become exaggerated, but I am rather glad that you mentioned Sati.”
“Why is that?”
“Because I have been bored with life since I had him killed.” Jack thinks for a bit.
“Why is that, why have you been bored with life?”
Halact smiles “Well I haven’t been completely bored. I mean I love my wife to death, but I suppose Sati’s personality is what I miss. He always did make my day. When I first met Sati he had just won a novice tournament. I remember being quite impressed that someone so young could win a tournament, so I had one of my men invite him to meet me. Sati of course agreed to meet me and later came to my castle and had diner with me. I remember the first words out of his mouth were ‘What do you want with me?’ sound familiar Jack?”
Jack nods and Halact continues. “I couldn’t help but laugh. It had been a long time since anyone had spoken to me so directly. As I laughed Sati whined about how he was serious and wanted to know what I wanted with him. After a while I answered him telling him how I wanted him to train under myself and my tope me. His eyes lit up as I said this and he quickly agreed to serve under me. I might add at this point in time Sati was a boy of a mere 10 years in age.”
“Really?”
“Yes. Well after a few weeks I noticed Sati was different from almost anyone I had met before. He acted rather aggressively towards people, yet he always tend to help people whenever he could. After thinking about it long enough I came to the conclusion that he was just a nice boy who had been take advantage of in the past, so to protect himself he tried to scare people off now.”
Halact takes a deep breath. “Well anyways, over the next couple of years I watched Sati grow. Man did that boy have potential. He usually surpassed the person teaching him within a month. By the age of 16 he had surpassed all of my men, and had become the best ninja I had. Yet, there was one thing that made him the weakest ninja that I had as well. No matter what, he would not kill anyone. At that point in time if he would of killed people, I probably would of made him my first prime.”
“But since he wouldn’t, you didn’t.”
“Correct, it wouldn’t be for another 5 more years, when my previous first prime fell in battle, until I would make Sati my first prime. He served me well over the next four years until Tari came between us and well, you know how that ended. Don’t get me wrong though, I loved Sati a lot. It’s why I let him win our duel. I owed him at least a few more hours of happiness. I could of killed him on the spot, Tari wanted me to because she didn’t want to see him suffer. But in all actuality she just didn’t want to see Sati anymore. This is because she did love him still, she just loved me more. In the end though I convinced her that killing him later would be better.”
Atrina smirks as she looks at Sati’s emotionless face, then mutters to herself “The entertainment is beginning.”
Jack looks at Halact “So did you call me up here because I was the Anerhara?”
Halact shakes his head “Not at all, I actually had no idea that you were the Anerhara. To be honest I called you up here because of the show you put on in Fenir was a lot like Sati’s. A story of betrayed love, and the fight for your love. But the struggle for his love isn’t why I loved Sati so. Sati always though of others before he though about himself, and yet he had such a weird personality to go with it. He would always try to annoy everyone, but if anyone needed help he was always there for them. Hell I remember when I fell ill and he watched over me for 5 days straight until I got better. He was such a wonderful friend.”
“So you just kill your best friends rather than trying to work things out?” Jack looks over at Kiwian “You better watch out.”
Kiwian smirks at Jack “You better watch out Anerhara. Halact has killed 5 of the last 8 Anerhari.”
“There was 8? I think that’s more then what I was told… oh well.” Jack looks at Halact “When did you kill them even? Did you just hunt them down when you heard they were here or what?”
“No. Actually someone in the town of Hallow, who loved me, told me of the first Anerhara. From there on when an Anerhara tried to reach the temple of deceit I went and killed them”
“I see, so what now? Are you going to kill me?” Halact shakes his head.
“I don’t think I will, you actually entertain me much like Sati.”
“Does that mean I can go?”
Halact thinks for a bit “You can go if you answer me a few questions.” Kiwian looks at Halact.
“Are you sure about letting him live? I mean he is supposed to someday kill you.” Halact turns to Kiwian.
“I’m sure.” He then turns back to Jack “First off, tell me how it feels to loose the one you love.”
Jack looks down, “To loose the one you love feels as if someone has shoved a thousand daggers into your heart. With each beat you feel as if you had died, and that the pain will never cease. All you can do is wish for death at that point, but then you realize the truth is that you have already died, and that this pain is a little bit of hell that is trapped within you.”
“You would of done anything to ease the pain, wouldn’t of you.”
“Anything… but suicide.”
“Sati was the same way. So, do you have anyone traveling with you?”
Jack nods “I have two people, Bri and Liz.”
“I see, well Hallow was a nice place in the past, but after the Gomen family was killed there was a long struggle for power, which resulted with Kaltz taking power. Even if you get past Kaltz, you will most likely loose your friends to the temple. Heh the 7th Anerhara was the most amusing. After losing his partners he committed suicide. The other two I didn’t kill died at the first temple. So if you hold Bri and Liz’s lives dear you should quit now.”
“I can’t quit… to many people are counting on me.”
“I see, so you really plan to fight me someday?”
Jack nods “Yes I am.”
Halact smirks “Sati was always honest as well. Anyways I am glad to here that, I want you to become strong. If you become strong will you someday become my first prime?”
Jack looks at Halact “Probably not. I do not wish for such a position, I only wish to help people.”
“Exactly like Sati, in the end though Sati chose to be my first prime to help people from the inside. To be truthful, the day I asked Sati to be my prime he refused saying he couldn’t take a position which required him to kill. After a while, and being forced with the fact that I had no one else I could ask to be my prime, I just caved and told him I would never order him to kill anyone. I will ask you to join me in the future after you have become stronger. As for now just remember this. No matter how strong you get I will be stronger, and from here on out you are living on barrowed time. I say that because I could kill you right here and now, but I like you, because you keep me from being bored, just like Sati did.”
“And you understand this, I will surpass you and destroy you someday.”
“I am looking forward to it.” Halact reaches into his pocket and pulls out a silver emblem and tosses it to Jack.
“What is this?”
“That is to help you on your journey. It is a sign that you have my blessing. If anyone should try to keep you from getting somewhere, show them that emblem and they will let you pass. Now get out of here while I am still in a good mood.”
Jack nods and then turns and leaves, leaving the door open after he walks out the door. Sati turns to Atrina “is this a good or bad thing?”
Atrina smiles “It is a bit of both I suppose.”
“Are you sure about this Halact?”
“Completely, finally some entertainment will be coming my way. I may have to wait a while but I am sure Jack and I shall eventually meet again. When that day comes I will either force Jack to join me or kill him trying.” Halact pauses for a second and smirks looking towards Atrina “So Miss Atrina, which shall it be?”
A few seconds pass and no response comes “Halact no one else is here.” Halact laughs and then pulls out a dagger and throws it at Atrina just barely missing her. “You did a crappy job of hiding yourself, all I want to know is if Jack will ever join me, then you can leave.”
Atrina sighs softly and uncloaks herself “As far as I can tell only about one out of every four visions will Jack join you.”
Halact smirks “Better then nothing I suppose.” He chuckles softly “Now get out of here before I kill you Atrina.”
Atrina smiles cutely “Will do.” She then walks out quickly leaving Halact and Kiwian alone.
Kiwian smiles “So I take it you are having a good time then?”
Halact smirks “I am having a splendid time.” |
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